Released on September 13, 2019

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[Intro]

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

All I want is your sympathy

Can't stop myself, can't keep it together

'Cause I'm in love with the misery


[Verse 1]

Don't try to tell me it's all for something

Don't try to tell me the scars were a part of the plan

Don't try to tell me I'm more than nothing

I found a comfort in being the victim


[Pre-Chorus]

Look in my eyes

Do I seem fine

I'm not alright

I am so far from alright

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

All I want is your sympathy

Can't stop myself, can't keep it together

'Cause I'm in love with the misery

I'll do the motions you seek

I'll pray the words that you speak

But you won't get to this heart locked inside of me

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

'Cause I'm in love with the misery


[Post-Chorus]

(Misery, misery)

(M-misery, misery)


[Verse 2]

Would you pay any attention to me

Without the drama of hashtag so depressed

Don't try to take my excuses from me

Cause victims get a free license to put you through hell


[Pre-Chorus]

Look in my eyes

There is no disguise

I'm not alright

I'm beginning to believe my lies, yeah


[Chorus]

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

All I want is your sympathy

Can't stop myself, can't keep it together

'Cause I'm in love with the misery

I'll do the motions you seek

I'll pray the words that you speak

But you won't get to this heart locked inside of me

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

'Cause I'm in love with the misery


[Post-Chorus]

(Misery, misery)

(M-misery, misery)

(Misery, misery)

(M-misery, misery)


[Instrumental]

Wah-tah!


[Chorus]

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

Give me the misery

Can't stop myself, can't keep it together

'Cause I'm in love with the misery

I'll do the motions you seek

I'll pray the words that you speak

But you won't get to this heart locked inside of me

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

'Cause I'm in love with misery


[Post-Chorus]

(Misery, misery)

(M-misery, misery)


[Outro]

I don't want help, I don't wanna get better

'Cause I'm in love with the misery