I'll take the southbound train
To glorious Manhattan
And in the midst of the rain
Dear god, I'll fall out of fashion
And my mom's telling me
That you're bad for my health
And I know I should listen but
I don't want nobody else
So I'm crying in a new place
Reading books about cloudy skies
And the rain's getting worse now
Oh I wish I could just die
I'm taking home all the backroads
On the chance I could get lost
So that I'd have to ask for help
And maybe break down in their arms
Then I'd tell them bout the good days
Getting high and making out
And then hiding from our old friends
'cause you weren't ready to be out
So I'll stand out on the train tracks
Hoping that the lights get closer
And I'll hold you in my heart then
Wishing that it'd all be over