Another night, I'm trying to find myself

I've been here before, I wonder why I'm back

Could be because life's changing around me again

I'm having trouble trying to process

Why I keep going through it again and again

Falling into an infinity loop

Just to find a name, just to find a word

And maybe a descriptor

But you don't refine in a twister, you just change

So why haven't I?

And even if I thought it happened

It doesn't matter if I'm falling every second

Falling every second (x7)