Released on May 27, 2022

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[Intro:]

Yuh


[Chorus:]

I want your honest opinion

Mess it up when I get finished

My motivation has gotten diminished

See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish

So many songs about this topic alone

Written all by me and this demon I'm on

Can't help but feel that I haven't won

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son

Yeah, woo! Just the son

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son


[Verse 1:]

I have no control o'er my life at the moment

Don't know what I'm doin' cause this life I'm zoning

Rather kill myself than have to face my opponents

Don't wanna grow up. Can I put it on postponement

Scared to graduate, really gonna miss my friends

Will I ever see them or is this the end

Thinking suicide cause I don't wanna depend

Heard myself cry when I picked up the pen

Drinking straight holy water, devil better leave

Cut this thing in half, as if to twain I cleave

Fight depression off, start by rolling up my sleeves

It's a really dark day, blood rain as I greave


[Chorus:]

I want your honest opinion

Mess it up when I get finished

My motivation has gotten diminished

See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish

So many songs about this topic alone

Written all by me and this demon I'm on

Can't help but feel that I haven't won

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son

Yeah woo! Just the son

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son

Yeah


[Verse 2:]

Future, coming fast

Running past

Put it in a cast

Look at me, goin so I can't be last

Don't wanna die today

Don't wanna cry today

Don't wanna see my friends if they sit silently

Try to read my mind

Try to be kind

Messed up every time

Cause the future ain't a sign

Yuh

Look at me, I go tomorrow

We didn't talk much, gives me sorrow

Try to have fun with my last summer

Next summer I'll be teachin' last supper

Get my toast up, then slide the butter

Take a bite, leave, morning come like thunder


[Chorus:]

I want your honest opinion

Mess it up when I get finished

My motivation has gotten diminished

See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish

So many songs about this topic alone

Written all by me and this demon I'm on

Can't help but feel that I haven't won

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son

Yeah, just the son

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son


[Bridge:]

Don't touch my Legos, please

They mean more to me than my time, please

Don't change anything, mom, please

I'm scared to go, don't let me go, please

Can't stop crying, don't wanna leave

Maybe this year, a girlfriend won't leave

Last day of high school, had to leave

Suicidal thoughts make we wanna leave

My prom date is so pretty, yeah

This my last dance, she's pretty, yeah

I'm crying too much, it's not pretty, yeah

Cry at graduation, not pretty, yeah


[Chorus:]

I want your honest opinion

Mess it up when I get finished

My motivation has gotten diminished

See myself in the mirror, feelin' kiddish

So many songs about this topic alone

Written all by me and this demon I'm on

Can't help but feel that I haven't won

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son

Yeah woo! Just the son

Can't make any choices cause I'm just the son