I’ve been waiting in the shadows for a minute

Stuck here searching for a reason to keep living

I’m wasting away

Searching for ways out of this place

Stuck in my mind, my own prison

Will they ever let me out?

I guess I'll find out

Consequences still surrounding me

My minds defenses just keep failing me

I’ll take my chances and keep living in this hell

Surrounding by doubts my mind just won’t stop spitting out

I feel the raindrops on my skin

I feel the snakes from the pit slowly slither in

Can’t take the pressure, watch the shell crack

Consumed prescriptions, now my souls black

Consequences still surrounding me

My minds defenses just keep failing me

Consequences still surrounding me

My minds defenses just keep failing me

Rip the blade out

Pull the blade out the wound

Pull back and fucking stab again

I’ve never seen a rose bloom

So I won’t fucking wait again

I can’t keep waiting for my mind to second guess shit

I’ve been here stuck for a minute against my wishes

I can’t keep waiting for my mind to second guess shit

I’ve been here stuck for a minute against my wishes