I went to sleep when I wished I was dead

Man, I’m hearing this voice in my head

He told me just hush up & just go to bed

When I woke up, I thought I was dead

I’m rushing the day just to get to my bed

Blacking out, I can’t hear what you said

I’m fighting these demons, but I’m not alone

Suck it up cause I’m bad to the bone

I look in the corner & I see God looking at me

My goodness, I’m getting happy

Remember the time when my head was nappy

Oh my goodness, oh me, I’m savvy

I stay to myself, I’d rather be a loner

Mama crying, shе mad at the donor

Love went away, I wish I hadn’t known hеr

Went away, I wish I hadn’t known her

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Ouuu)

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Don't mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone

I’m not ready, don’t call me home

I’m smoking a blunt before I go to bed

It’s the only thing calming my head

I pray every night so I ain' gotta beg

It’s my Lord, so He hears what I said

I’m smoking a blunt before I go to bed (Ouuu)

It’s the only thing calming my head

I pray every night so I ain gotta beg

It’s my Lord, so She hears what I said

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Ouuu)

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone (Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone

You won’t catch me, can’t take me home

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone

Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone

(Don’t mean to sound suicidal, but I feel alone)