I don't know why I am how I am these days

Or do the things I do, or say the things I say

I guess I just live in the moment in a way

It couldn't be sadder

Never mattered anyway

How come every time I slip and fall?

You pick me up, say drink up

You ran out of luck

How come every time I turn my head

There you are, show your scar

Mess it up, what the fuck?

You can see it in my eyes

You can read it on my face that I've been on the piss again

How come every time I turn my head

There you are, show your scar

Mess it up, what the fuck?

I don't know why I am how I am these days

Or do the things I do, or say the things I say

I guess I just live in the moment in a way

It couldn't be sadder

Never mattered anyway

Why? Fuck

And you'll probably never know that I wish you'd let me go

Just let me go

Let me go

You can see it in my eyes

You can read it on my face

Thought this bottle might make me forget

Thought these pills would take me there tonight

Thought these bumps and lines kept me thinking of you

But I can't keep doing this 'cause you're everywhere in my head

I don't know why I am how I am these days

Or do the things I do, or say the things I say

I guess I just live in the moment in a way

It couldn't be sadder

Never mattered anyway

I don't know why I am how I am these days

Or do the things I do, or say the things I say

I guess I just live in the moment in a way

It couldn't be sadder

Never mattered anyway

Go, let me go