I don't wanna let go, let go, let go

But how am I gonna lay low when I can't let go?

And say no 'cause I can't let go

No I can't, why can't I let go?

Who knew that I was gonna lose you so soon, stop that!

No need for the old tune 'cause she knew you're heartbroken too

Now they'd be messing with my mind

What is it that you wish you could find?

Stop looking back, keep it down in the trash

'Cause that's where you'll stay if you let 'em out, hey!

I'm about to let you know that I'm gonna let you go

I feel like what I said ain't so

'Cause my mind is caught in slow motion

Commotions, promotion is waiting at nothing

'Cause I am the one who moves it around to be locomotive

You know what I've realized is it's all up to me, but unfortunately

I've got nothing for the surprise see

Happy birthday to my memories

Because of the day when I let them all in

I'm not who I was, don't know where he's been

I'm trying to look for the light in the tunnel

But all I see now are my thoughts in a struggle

Yeah they're wrong, well prove them wrong, ah!

Man, you are the one to tell them "Begone", yeah!

'Cause you gave 'em the praise then set them ablaze

But watch as they burn to ash, Hell unturned

'Cause one by one, we go igniting the herd

Let's switch it up

Who knew that you were gonna lose me

And try to back out, no, I see

It's plain and simple, mostly, except the part where you play me

Who knew that I was gonna move on, make a few songs that put out my thoughts

Though my thoughts come across like I've been tossed to carry my cross

But it's true, yes I'm through 'cause I knew that's all they'd do

That's all they threw at me, 'cause I was scared [?]

But I'm done with them, I'm done with them

No need to be within, 'cause if they come back in, I'll knock them out again

I might have been down on one knee

But you take it back 'cause you wanted to leave

So I take it back and I let you all see that I am okay now though I wanna scream

I've tried my best to keep it all in

But glass, when it's broken is incredibly thin

Yeah, like a bomb, ready to go off

Tick, tick, whether you're ready or not!

See, hear that tickin'?

Don't be scared, just sit down, listen

I'm gonna tell my thoughts, just sit down

I'm gonna tell them all to get loud

I'm gonna make my thoughts go boom pow!

Like a mental breakdown

No, not for you to knock down

Yes, for my mind to spill out

I need a new route I know nothing about (Woo!)

I need to shoot down my thoughts in the clouds

'Cause I've got a new place and the lyrics are face

Yeah, I've got a new face, now give me some space

Here we go!

Back then I was gonna bake them

I was gonna make them, break them down and shake them

Feelings are weird and I want them to stay

But I put my thoughts on the table, hey!

I guess you could say that I was blinded

The only way to get a peace of mind

The only way to get a hold of my mind to get loud and let it go

Let it go, let it go, yeah

Let it flow, let it show, hey

I never did think that I had this in me

Esteem NF 'cause he saved me from what had almost killed me

But I take a stand, now I'm ready

But if I met him when I was kind of embarrassing

I don't think I would think of him like an enemy soon to be

'Cause I'm the only enemy I see [?]

Nobody knows how hard it is to be me!

Be you, to be free, to let your heart out and be hurt so quickly

To give your heart so trusting, but then to come back broken

I guess I mean to say that I'm not the only one to be heard

'Cause I know there's another herd of people who have been hurt

But there's a reason for everything, who now would not believe

'Cause I believe there's something for me

Something I gained out the blaze just to bleed