[ Verse ]

Wanna leave and escape in a time zone

Cause the peace be to short when the fights long

Homie my biggest fear to live life wrong

Wrote these lyrics with tears on my iPhones

Yeah my smile gone but I'm confident

People fake so I can’t take a compliment

So much trouble, I got me a problem list

Had me thinking I need psychologist shit

Cause my heart pure blackness, mind full of madness

Brain would be minus if life was a magnet

They train to do better, I don't go to practice

My thoughts pure hate, trying not to break

Would speak to my father but he can't relate

Blood thicker than water, wolves realer than snakes

I’m feeling like a ghost but no I'm never ever losing hope

Still healing what they broke so this gotta be the realest thing I wrote

Yeah homie I just told ‘em

Told ‘em this my life review

Feeling like I really got my rights removed

And my only problem is it might be true

When you think it's everybody than it might be you

[ Hook 2x ]

Mom said I'm negative, pops said I'm negative

Chick that I'm messing with told me I'm negative

Sis said I'm negative, bro said I’m negative

All got me stressing, they told me I’m negative

Negative, all got me stressing, they told me I'm negative

Negative

[ Verse ]

Had to learn from mistakes and changes to make

Some plans to create and friend to replace

Tests to retake just so I could upgrade

Cause my only fear is my only escape

What you plan for later my become to late

So could do it tomorrow but did it today

Need a wonder soon because no I can’t wait

And I would chase the moon when I need some space

Would wait for myself, then complain in my rhymes

Then became a killer who can't stop his crimes

I transformed to positive, optimistic prime

You get it? I transformed to positive, optimistic prime

I'm feeling like a ghost but no I'm never ever losing hope

Still healing what they broke so this gotta be the realest thing I wrote

Yeah homie I just told ‘em

Told ‘em this my life review

Feeling like I really got my rights removed

And my only problem is it might be true

When you think it’s everybody than it might be you

[ Hook 2x ]

Mom said I'm negative, pops said I'm negative

Chick that I'm messing with told me I'm negative

Sis said I'm negative, bro said I'm negative

All got me stressing, they told me I'm negative

Negative, all got me stressing, they told me I'm negative

Negative

[ Outro 8x ]

I'm so negative, pessimist