Mountains - Intellectual

Verse 1:

Stuck in a rut again pray for an escape

Try to reach out it seems nobody can relate

Beaten broken out of shape watch the situation escalate

And everyday I hesitate create another problem

The greatest of the apes and yet I still can't seem to solve em

Join the ranks of the fallen make my way to the bottom

Demons yeah you know I got em fuck it I'll always win

The strength thats in my soul is much stronger than my sins

Razorblades been to my wrist down and across

And if it had been enough I'd be nothing more than a thought

Shit I fought for another chance man I'm tearing back the covers

And if I can't a reason I'm pushing forward for the others

But this can't go on for ever to close to the edge

And maybe it'd be easier if I just turned up dead

The thought remains in my head can't decide how to reply

Waking up thinking it'd be better if I died

Why lie man? nothing ever comes around

And I can't be a burden if I'm in a casket underground

Gotta shake off that thought rise out of the darkness

Been way to fucking long don't know how to fucking start this

Regardless its a now or never moment

Either I make it right now or this is the time to fucking show it

Man I know it, I'm something more than a liar

I'm so tired

Chorus x2

I've been broken I've been beaten never retreating

Rising up to the fight in the face of defeat

And we keep standing no matter how hard they try to break us

Silencing the truth and the clowns the emulate us

But they ain't us thats the ones who really down

The ones who cannot swim but they still never drown

Verse 2:

Hard to believe I sacrificed the best years of my life

Thought I was doing right enter the night

Everything is going dark and my heart is turning cold

Learned I'll always been alone I'm only 25 years old

I guess thats how my stories told it ain't much of a tale

Not much to write about when all I do is fail

The one you pass but don't remember january to december

Trying to fix my fucking life is like cooking over embers

It won't happen know I will always regret

And no I'm joking an option may be death

I don't want to go yet but I'm afraid I can't solve this

Found an angel truly flawless but I know where I stand

Nothing ever really coming full circle for this man

Yo I think I got a plan it never seems to work

Sometimes the only person I talk to in a day is the clerk

Stabbed through the heart by a dirk when I realized the truth

Ya'll never gave a fuck about the mountains that I moved

Man its true this man is one who might just have to go hollow

Accepting that I'm a failure is a tough pill to swallow

Still I never wallow wanna move to past all the hate

All I do is pollute my soul and I'm finished with it anyways

What can I say today might be the day that I'm free

But it also might be the day that the reaper comes for me