Self-Hatred

By DEXCORE

On -18-

Released on June 19, 2021

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Self-hatred

That's the illness suffers me

Self-hatred

The devil still won't let me go

I told you before

The thing I hate the most

That's “ME”

Tell me how to overcome

Doctor? Teacher? Friends?

I don't want to talk about it

See? As soon as I start talking, you ignore too

It's too late

I would rather die

I'm tired of this kind of words

It's too late

“I don't even want to sing anymore”

I was almost over

Almost died many times

But I'm barely alive

So I decided to be a differеnt person

Not sure it's right

That made mе want to see myself in the past

I just wanted relief

I'm that kind of a guy

Will I make it?

I can see you

Tell me who you are

Tell me your fucking name

You took my heart and don't let go

But for what reason, it isn't painful

It isn't painful

Each time I become unable to know who I am, what I want to do

Maybe I don't have to be strong

If I don’t forget myself

I decided to be a different person

Not sure it's right

That made me want to see myself in the past

I just wanted relief

I'm that kind of a guy

Will I make it?

I can see you

Scratched my heart and all I got was loneliness

The old me is disappearing

This is my worth

This is my worth

I'm myself

Don't forget

Come back here again before it fades away

What do you want from me?

You asked me someday

I knew the answer long ago

I just wanted relief

I'm that kind of a guy

I decided to be a different person

Not sure it's right

That made me want to see myself in the past

Will I make it?

I can see you

Self-hatred

Today I met who I used to be yesterday

Hated him unconsciously

Everyday

Little by little

I decided to be a different person

Not sure it's right

That made me want to see myself in the past

I just wanted relief

I'm that kind of a guy

Will I make it?

I can see you

I can see you