Released on November 12, 2021

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[Verse]

I shook hands with the devil

I sit on his couch every week

He runs my Visa and fills my scripts before I leave

I'm running over the game plan

Just smile and let the time pass

Say thank you and see you next Tuesday

Don't know how much longer I'll last


[Chorus]

Cock a gun and reload it, can't control these impulses

I've been going through the motions, praying no one will notice

Need the blue pills to focus

Double up on my doses

Only talk about my feelings if I think you'll repost it

I'm walking through hell, keep it all time myself

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for hеlp?

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for hеlp?


[Verse]

Tried to write this five times

Scribbling out little lies

Never did white lines, don't fuck with white wine

Always chasing a high

I swear I was so burnt out

Fuck all my fears and my doubts

Caught in these cycles, spinning in circles

Always looking for clout

Wish my friends were around

Wish my parents were proud

More cash in my account

Wish I could slow down

Get my music off the ground, I was lost and now I'm found

So I have to announce


[Chorus]

Cock a gun and reload it, can't control these impulses

I've been going through the motions, praying no one will notice

Need the blue pills to focus

Double up on my doses

Only talk about my feelings if I think you'll repost it

I'm walking through hell, keep it all time myself

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?


[Chorus]

Cock a gun and reload it, can't control these impulses

I've been going through the motions, praying no one will notice

Need the blue pills to focus

Double up on my doses

Only talk about my feelings if I think you'll repost it

I'm walking through hell, keep it all time myself

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?

Why can't anybody hear me screaming for help?