I hope you don't think that I'm numb

I just got lost in the fun

Nothing means nothing here

It's just battles lost and won

Lost and won

Lost and won

Yo listen

See I move in the depths

I lurk deep

No sleep

See the wickedness don't rest

Who could ever step

In a creek so deep you could never hold breath

Yeah I know stress

Dropped tears those fears left me all messed

Yeah I know death

Every couple of years it drops on my doorstep

I know threat

I keep calm but what's next is anyone's guess

I just sit here thinking thе madness compiling thoughts in my head

Is it me

Is it thеm

Is it something I said

Is there anyone out there that's feeling the same

Am I even to blame for being this way

I guess

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a place where roses never grew

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a place where roses never grew

Reflect like cats eyes

We all wanna set sail then capsize

Into your in too deep

And there ain't a lifeboat on standby

I can open your mind like a franchise

If you gave me the damn time

But all you wanna hear is straps knives and sex all the damn time

Every step that I take there's a landmine

But I take it and act fine

Compartmentalize my own mind just so I get by in these mad times

Every corner I turn there's a vampire

But I'm leaving them baptized

In a baptism of fire

You ain't just walking away with tanned lines

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a place where roses never grow

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a place where roses never grow

You only reap what you sow

But in a place where nothing grows

Through the frost and in the cold

I keep trying I know it's close

And what you sow is what you'll reap

Swear to God my soul to keep

Jump in please take a seat

Where we're going though noone knows

I hope you don't think that I'm numb

I just got lost in the fun

Nothing means nothing here

It's just battles lost and won

I hope you don't think that I'm numb

I just got lost in the fun

Nothing means nothing here

It's just battles lost and won

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a place where roses never grew

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a place where roses never grew

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a place where roses never grew

Maybe I was crazy thinking I would bloom

In a where roses never grow

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