[Verse]

Watch as I conjure up my demons

As I place the neck of my victims

On the cutting board

To increase my score

All of this because I was bored

There ain’t no fucking pinnacle for me

If you see

I will always keep on increasing

Never repeating

Always mistreating

Never greeting

Always exceeding

Expectations

Are so high, so what’s the point of reaching it

I’ll keep on showing what I have in me for generations

I came to fuck up reputations

There ain’t no regulations that you can place on me

Like medication

Not needed

Like you

Never taking

I found my foot at life

Even though you might not like on what I become

You can never question my strive

I ain’t a pack of gum you can throw away and buy a new

I’m more then that

If I have to become a scum

Then so be it

One thing that will always remain

I’ll never lose the trust and cause disdain

With the one’s I love and care for

My brain

Was made to hold so much for small amount of people

Never having yes men again cos they make me feeble

To all the hoes

You claim a thot never gets cold

Then why did you fold

When I didn’t give what you wanted

Here’s a jacket

Cos it’s time to hop on another wave before your force goes down rapid

Call me bipolar

Cos I can either be the prick or the soldier

Devik is hanging on a thread

His fear is that he will never spread

He will dread the day he is losing his head

But let’s not think like that for now

I had an epiphany at the age of 18

Friends say it’s too young to have this scene

In my head

I know I don’t know everything that is out there

But to fair

Neither do you

So why are you questioning how I should live my life

Like putting a knife in front of me and asking me to kill someone I care too much about

And then saying if I don’t I ain’t made for shit

Even though if I put you in that same fucking scene, you wouldn’t know what to do either

Gotta be hard like a cut throat

But I also need to be smart like student learning to code

It’s 2018 and anything is possible

Anything was possible

Back then I lack what was needed to be unstoppable

It involved me to be in complete defeat

Beneath every fuck up I had

It made me mad

So I’m glad for all the shit that was spung my way to test me

What’s the point of regret

What’s the point of trying bring the past back

What’s the point of doing drugs to forget everything

Tell me

Cos I see it as some shitty excuse

What is it with letting your temptations seduce

You need to better yourself for the future

You know who you are, so it’s better if notice sooner

Like me

Regrets keep on coming back to me

Can’t even look at someone’s smile without thinking of her

Can’t even let someone see my whole world

Can’t even tell her how feel about her

Use to think about it all damn day

Until I realized I can never let this way stay

Had to change

Looked at all my regrets as life lessons

Now imma fucking weapon

I see the bumps along the road

Watch me go through it cos I’m in a different mode

I see you going on the side of the bumps to increase your speed to get ahead

Yea I’m upset

But look here

Imagine we are looking at a Tree and the moon shines behind it and your mission is to get it and stay up there among the stars

Would you go around the Tree to get there in a breeze without knowing what were the scars

Without knowing how to grow and see the flaws

Nah fuck that, we’ll all fall

The Greats always go through the Tree to see what is coming their way

They know the struggle of what it is to become the Great

That’s why you’ll see me climbin’

Cos I want this

Cos nothing is bliss

Until you get the skill

I may be stuck, but I’ll find my way out

You can all doubt

I live to prove people wrong

It makes me stronger

I will always have the temptation to just sit and stop in a corner

But I’ll have the strive to become a major

I’m in the dugout with a helmet waiting to hit the next Oscar

But I before I do that I gotta know that I will always be failure

But come out in the end as the victor