Playing to Lose

By Deviates

On My Life

Released on 1998

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You can't find it, but I know you will

It hurts me and kills me to feel your hell

You find comfort that you'd like to share

You find you're not alone and now you like it here


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I never thought that I'd see today

I never thought that I'd see you this way

Tell me everything's gonna be okay

I see that look in your eyes and I know you're lying

I feel the flames and they warm me

I feel the burn, it reminds me

That my well has run dry

And I'm empty inside

Too much is not enough, you've learned too late

When you were sure to lose, you raced to the game

And now in a scene where you are happy rejected

I find a friend who is starved for acceptance


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[Bridge]

Running from your past

You're blind at the present

And all your plans have sold you out

You're looking for solutions, never looking forward

Falling faster than before

I can't believe a word that's said

And now I know you know you're lying to yourself

Your lies are hanging you, you're hanging you

Stop blaming someone else

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