I Remember

By Deviates

On My Life

Released on 1998

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When I think of my youth, I don't remember you

You weren't there

You didn't care, you still don't care

You never cared if I did, but I don't

It was a dream I had no choice

I couldn't scream I had no voice

To say or do anything

I was all alone and the hate did grow


[Chorus]

And I remember what its like to be different

A constant fight, yeah

I remember

You couldn't see

No you couldn't feel

Wake up from the dream just to find it's real

Yeah, I remember

My mind was full of hate

My heart was empty I couldn't take it

It was your choice to leave

I hated you, did you hate me?

A fight for custody

Over me, a piece of property

Just filled me with confusion

Empty thoughts, anger, and illusions


[Chorus]

Do you remember me?

That whining kid, that little crying baby

The hate has evolved

Problem solved

You don't exist, it's all your fault

Yeah I remember what its like

I'm not a kid, that's not my life

You're nothing to me

No, you never were

That's pretty lame, I guess

That's just the way it goes

Fuck you

But I remember