Bound by a desire that is not mine

I find myself at the center of this most important

Most solemn ritual

A giving of the body

A giving of the soul

To the Great Beast

Visited by figures unknown to me

Men? Perhaps Homunculi themselves

Animated by a power

Which we both can't begin to grasp

Peons in this ceremony

Perennial torture

Magical

Mystic visions are pushed inside my mind

Hemoglobin unwillingly

Tasked to deliver the catalyst

My soul enters the Nether

A sea of consciousness

Rushed by visions and thoughts

That are not mine

As I absorb each and every strand of information

My body is probed

Invaded by forms I could not describe

Underground worlds etched in my Soul

Sudden shift

Blade deep

Entrails out

Fornication

Aeons have gone by

I am injected again

Woken up in a bed

A new person?

Consciousness takes care of the mangled Body

The Soul grows and promises

To take care of the Whole

Violence imposed upon every dimensions

A schism occurs and there I and I and I go forth

My body refuses to join me on my journey

The Golem has been given a mission

I ignore the nature of

Our separation's too great

The being we should have been

Born from the Womb of the Whore

Babalon! They have failed

Our existence forfeit

The ritual has failed

Our being is broken

Eternally out of sync