Autopilot - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Had to fix my mindset, my outbursts are embarrassing

I wish it was as simple as turning my mental off and back on again

Can't think before I speak when I can barely breathe

I'm too high-strung and I'm way too young for my hair to be silvering

In my brain, the questions never ended

Did I make a mistake with every decision?

Now I'm in autopilot

Just letting life fly by, by, by

Don't even mind I'm not the one driving

Just wanna come along for the ride

I'm like an NPC

Nobody cares about me but me

I'm a monotonous mystery

In a synthetic reality

Ooh

I'll wait in mile long lines

Without a thought crossing my mind

Too tuned out to even eavesdrop on a stranger's conversation

My consciousness is copy and pasted

Ambition basically wasted

Same look always on my face

My mind has never been so blank

Can't complain, my brain's in airplane mode

Left my cranium in a different ZIP code