[Intro]

Yeah

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The anxious mind

Stargazer

Detox

The Real JGKC

[Verse 1]

Time is my worst enemy right now

So worried about the future this is what it’s about

The feeling of anxiety is so very cruel

Everything happening so fast idk what to do

Don’t know what college I’ll go to, worries

Or even if I’ll even get accepted into any

Like from 2010 to 2014 I’d be establishing

My career and my music, on my grind no stopping

[Verse 2]

I don’t know, can’t seem to really connect

I know that I am blessed but I must confess

Twisting and turning in the bed, wake up with my nose plugged

All smelly, hazy, sore, sleepy, cracked lips, bad hair day, messy

Eye boogers, flaky skin, glasses blocking nose and voice, drowsy

Hardened lip skin makes it hard to smile

Can’t move my mouth so either I rip if off

Or drink some water, making weird faces, help me stop

Bruise inside the top of my mouth, tongue bothering

Half sleeping and awake dreaming and thinking

About what things might happen I’d be mid sleeping

Then lift my body straight up and check it immediately

Cause I’m just so anxious that I really need to see

[Verse 3]

Black pendent, independent, forget hooks and bridges

Selfish person who wants to hit the stage by himself, fidget

Want and need more sleep but I ain’t getting it

Angry and aggravating over everything solve with a fist

Recording and rapping over 6 songs on a mixtape

Building up my fan base is difficult and hard on a daily basis

Wanting and day dreaming about a life as a Korean drama

Maybe even an anime cause this life ain’t any better

Bring an umbrella I’d be doing that major heavy brainstorm

Like sixteen ain’t enough, bringing the coffee and the corn

Feeling so nauseous, I am just so neurotic

Angst, tension, troubles, and uncertainty put me into panic

[Verse 4]

Wake me up from this dream, say it into my face

Words and letters misspelled and placed in the wrong place

Burden of the past, not important present, and fantasy future

Writing my own life story when really I ain’t the carver

Racking up them dreams, just to see them all fall

One day I hope to stop these meaningless subjects and calls

It’s been a long time coming, that’s what I predicted

I should be an oracle, my eyes would be mad driven

Powerless fiend all crazy, driven by his fantasy

He be far away and distant from the lord presently

Just tryna get it get it, but not focusing on what’s important

Now, now, now, it’s now or never that’s important