[Intro]

Father, I'm going through some heavy things

It seems like this world ain't getting any better

Please lemme explain myself

[Verse 1]

Dusty trophies, dirty floors, wet rags, I’m expunged

Middles never noticed, desperate to get out of this dump

Hot wind, trash everywhere, bad leftovers, I want out

Lone wolf doing good without it, lemme sail my route

Head down, slouched body, and annoyed attitude

And you still don’t have a clue of what I’m going through

Instead you retaliate, looks like I gotta deal on my own

Tension fills the air, please excuse me I wanna dwell alone

Tryna get out of the house, anywhere is better than here

Hermit searching for hospitality, the cure for my drear

Stayed in many places labeled as 5-star hotels

But the services I received made it seem like a cheap motel

Grew up in the pews with the Triple JMC crew

Even within church no one knows of my latest issues

If I don’t get care, notice, understanding from my fam

It’s all good, just know that God’s gonna take me as I am

[Hook]

I’m just looking for love, it’s out there I know

Feeling like an orphan out in the streets

Looking for home

I really can’t feel it in here, it must be somewhere out there

Searching for safety and care

Yeah I’m feeling outta place, I want out on this place

A lone wolf wants to be embraced

Wanna feel loved every day

[Verse 2]

Trust me I ain’t taking life for granted

Only tired of the same, I hope you understand this

I don’t wanna move, that ain’t the main problem

Just wanna travel and search for affection

Forget the lectures it doesn’t work like school

Be approachable and notice what I’m going through

I say I’m ok when it ain’t alright

Please stop with the looks I don’t want to fight

Wasting time

Arguing back and forth

For the moment please be kind

You don’t care, you don’t care

Gonna head out of this place

And look for my own space

Find, a site with sympathy

Is to be caring so much to really ask for

Guess I’ll knock on other doors

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Moving from city to city but still kept despair

Just hoping that one day love will appear somewhere

No matter where I am, no matter where I go

There’s someone who’s always been with me from long ago

My rock, my fortress, my deliverer, my King

My shield, my salvation, my stronghold, my everything

When everyone went along, they left me all alone

But Jesus reached out to me, looks like I finally found home

[Hook]