[Verse 1]

Uh, I think I’m in the wrong position

Most of time when I think I don’t listen

Solitary brain, self-inflicting pain

They say the sun is pretty but all I see is rain

All the things I’ve done have been contradicting

Maybe cause I’m thinking but not really thinking

Never have I ever been so afraid

My sanity is loose I don’t think I can maintain

Tame is such a hard action to do

Control is something I’ve never been able to do

But really I want to win I don’t wanna lose

Sore player on the court, all I hear are boos

Hate it when nobody believes in me

Especially when it’s people who say they fam to me

Like who you calling brother? I don’t see that

Don’t tell me it’s for my own good if you don’t believe that

Got no tone changes in my voice

Rappers be begging on some Rolls-Royce

But I’m the true phantom, I’m the true ghost

To the empty stadium let’s all have a toast

And I know that nobody’s gonna like it

I’m so abstract and hated but I still write it

Scoring a hundred like Wilt Chamberlain

Tony Massenburg from all the teams he was in

Haven’t been able to establish a career

So many things in my mind that I fear

I don’t think I’ll get a deal so solo

Mediocre at everything so that’s a no go

Doctor remixer, mister mixtape

But I’ll tell you right now that I ain’t any fake

Real as they come even if no one likes it

Tryna be honest to core instead of cryptic

Listen, I ain’t tryna start any fights

But I promise if you threaten me I will bite

Said I would rep my city and my God

But that didn’t happen it was only what I thought

I’m so sorry I’m just so lost

Never realized all this was such a heavy cost

Decomposition, recycle and reuse

Plan failed from all the decisions I couldn’t choose

Winter zone creeping from the birthright

It’s either me or him it’s better to indict

Please say it if you have any last words

No summaries or explanations, my turn

[Outro]

Dreams are raised

Desperate for a taste

Lives are laid

Head on a blade

Needless to say

Never feel praised

Destiny awaits

This is my way

Yeah, I guess this is what I gotta do