[Verse 1]

Heavy weight my mind always stresses me

Not focusing on the present cause I got offered a fantasy

In the present thinking of the future in which I talk about my past

It never lasts, it never lasts, this addiction is bad

Shooting up like a fiend, as painful as drug addicts

And as cray as it sounds I need a rehab

Help me, lift me up, save me, I’m as good as dead

The cage that I live in is not helping it end

Been dealing this for too long, been suffering for too long

So damaging that I gotta spit it out on this verse

They tell me I’m crazy and wrong but they don’t understand

My unique disease, eternal mark and brand

Although it gives me my ability to think and come up with ideas

All those things store in my head and makes me follow it in that order

Horrible cases of burdens, grudges, hatefulness, and hidden anger

And I don’t want my life to be predicted by me, I want it to be my Father

Cause life would be boring if it all came true through my head

Praying day and night hoping the raging sea in my brain calms

Please forgive if I disappoint you all

It’s been a long time coming if you know what I mean

Let it all out