[Verse 1]

I really should get medicated

Insanity tricked me into thinking that I made it

Dead for a long time, so far gone

Why do I have to keep up with this curse with songs

Yeah I told you it’s been a long time coming

Tell you that I’m fine but I’m really bluffing

Nothing, that’s the word described for me

Eternal slave to the throne, I’m no longer free

20/20 up close my eyes aches and burns

From all the things I’ve said I can never learn

Uh, was hoping that I could stop this one day

Now I just say but I can’t say that I can say

Feels like I’m on top of the world

Reality I’m suffering underground

Frowns of a child but that isn’t right

A kid’s expression should be happy and bright

My perspective and vision is so jaded

Exhausted and wasted I feel super faded

Blurred vision that’s why I need my glasses

Contacts get dirty and then I get all blinded

Shining for nothing I’m just so self-centered

A selfish freak who only talks won’t get any better

Room for improvement? More like rehab

You think I’m good but I’m the real reason of bad

Sad to even think of this or even to explain on this

I’m just repeating my mistakes with my checklist

Chains on my wrist, I guess this is how it is

Can’t believe my attitude I always feel so pissed

Guess this is how things turn out

Can’t seem to get my feet to take another route

The plan is devastating there goes my dreams

Mind so deadly all part of the devil’s scheme

Shattered mirrors I know that I’m a mess

Yet I am blessed but I can’t carry on the test

Numbers, stats, letters, and words come

Could’ve been smarter but I’ve made myself dumb

Heart bleeding, bones bleeding, gums bleeding

Eyes bleeding, skin bleeding, everything is bleeding

I’m pretty sure that I lost my sight

Everything I do and think never seems right

Yeah, I need to get some outside influence

Stuck in a cage I need support before I lose it

I’m desperate just for a couple friends

Ones who would stick with me until the very end

Always day dreaming about a community

That would always be with me and won’t betray me

Unlike those other two but I already know

People change and their actions really show

Shots in the arm by the nurse, vaccination

Going through pages and pages contemplating

This is a problem I can’t seem to fix

No sort of health care seem to be fit

Opulent in the front but inside is horrible

Read this straight out of prediction, oracle

The Lord says that he would take me as I am

But first I feel like I need to throw out all the spam

Man, why can’t I just give my life to someone

Someone who deserves it, there can’t be no one

Misfortunes and tragedies I feel super sorry

Then I feel these life for granted things come upon me

[Outro]

Yeah

Time is so precious

But it seems like I can’t take in the message

So restless

I’m wicked