I feel my body decaying

No I ain't worth saving

Laying in filth

Hiding from my guilt

My home is built upon broken dreams

That won't ever be seen from again

Drowning in apathy

I don't wanna be anyone or anything

Let me fade out of reality

So I can try to find some fucking peace

Nobody can change me

Nobody cares to try

You don't want me

But I want you

So I hope that you'll lie

Spaced out on the floor

Too hard to care anymore

I'm always so fucking bored

I cannot afford the words I speak

My life's too cheap

Don't you forget your place, bitch

Now close your eyes and fucking cry

You're wasting your time

It's over

You fucked it

Everything's gone to shit

Watching the screen again

I need someone to let me in

I want some kind of connection

So hard to find any affection

I don't like you

I just want you to play pretend

Don't make me hurt myself again