I let go of what made me whole

And dug myself a deeper hole

I fucking hate being alone

But it's all I've ever known

There's nobody left to care

So why the fuck am I still scared?

I don't think there's any coming back from this

I can't find any bliss

Can't take living in this skin

Did my life ever really begin?

Sink into my cold sheets

Never wanna wake up again

I'd ask you to stay

But you're too far away

I don't know if I can take another day

I wanna find a way

To not be so afraid

Maybe then I could fix this mess I've made

I'm the worst of lovers

We'll nеver find each other

I'm a jеrk, I'll suffer

And you'll just find another

I let go of what made me whole

And dug myself a deeper hole

I fucking hate being alone

But it's all I've ever known

There's nobody left to care

So why the fuck am I still scared?

I don't think there's any coming back from this

I can't find any bliss

I can't find any bliss

I can't find any bliss

I can't find any bliss