Released on May 3, 2018

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[Intro]

On this road to success, I feel like someone’s preventing me

And people wanna lecture me like they know what’s best for me

Sometimes I just feel like they’re testing me

Do people even care about me, well I can’t even tell

What happened to free will? That was put on the shelf

For 18 years, I’ve done stuff for somebody else

I’ve had it with all of this shit, I’m bout to let you know how I feel

Speak freely, cause I’m about to fuckin' get real


[Verse 1]

I’m only making music to share it

I’m not making music for money, man nobody pays us

I mean, how much could I make? When nobody listens

But you can’t stop me, I won’t be persuaded

I have been riding with the ones I started with

Arlington needed change, so I shared my life with it

I made it blow up, I’m on roll with hits

Been on the top of the county with a drone permit

Uh, I’m 18, with IT degree

Finna have it soon, a month is all I need

It’s funny cause I’m a music artist

But I’m doing school on the side

And now I’m also the smartest

I’m getting through it, with a level head

I stayed away from drugs, and went with vape instead

Haha, to all you fools that’s hooked on em’

My freedom is plenty, but I only want some

I just hope that doesn’t change who I become


[Hook]

I am in disguise

Look me in my eyes

Freedom is scarce in me

Freedom and sex for me

I need something new

So I am through with you

Freedom is scarce in me

Freedom and sex for me


[Verse 2]

I'm walking on the wrong foot, not enough steps

Somebody else gets credit everytime I progress

I live and then learn, but to my concern

I'm lighting something that already burns

I got a dream girl but she loves this guy

And I lost her to him, cause I didn’t even try

These past two years, it’s been on my mind

And now that she gone, now I’m on the grind

You used to like me then, back when we were friends

This shit ain’t brand new, man we’re close to the end

I drown my memories, with a cup of hennessy

I got a lot of friends, but I also got my enemies

She saw my innocence, man I know she did

And she’ll remember me, I made sure she did

You think I’m sorry for I what I did to you

But I ain’t baby, and you know it too

Nothing emotional phases me, is what people believe

But they don’t see me once their gone, you don’t think that I grieve?


[Hook]

I am in disguise

Look me in my eyes

Freedom is scarce in me

Freedom and sex for me

I need something new

So I am through with you

Freedom is scarce in me

Freedom and sex for me


[Verse 3]

I live by only my advice, unless you know me

The other I told me that I miss the old me

Which made me question where I went missing?

Or when you started treating me different

Maybe it’s when you began to test me

Or the fact that the people I trusted

Were the ones to defect me

Maybe cause the friends I trusted

Are jerks who always neglect me

As a matter a fact, some have already left me

But when I’m angry, I’m quick to forget

Becoming friends with you is in my regrets

Cut you off, cut you off, I wanna start fresh

By now that’s something you should expect

Do you think it’s fine, to always fuckin whine?

Royce, you insult me and Alex all the fuckin’ time

Yeah, I don’t even need him

Ain’t no turnin’ back for me, now I got my freedom