Everything that I think is just so grotesque (so fucking grotesque)
But everything that I face is just as bad as the last
Recognized the warning signs
Separation’s the way to realign
But I am chained to the fucking table
The last tale of a serpent’s fable
Every time I try to rationalize (rationalize)
They just try to mock and shift the tide (shift the tide)
Asphyxiate the lies from their serpent tongue
Am I stuck in this state of dysphoria?
How long will this curse survive ?
I'm Imbibing pesticides
To cure the bite when you said you loved me
You're twisted up inside
How do I expunge the damage you’ve done?
Seduce me with the false hope the anti venom
How do I expunge the pain that you caused?
Seduce me with the antidote the final hope
Negombata magnifica
I am plagued by the toxic serpents you used your way of sin to latch onto my skin
Spread your infectious lies you mock just to shift the tide I long for medicine
Some kinda saving grace set me free from this catastrophe
Preventive Feeling like no one can comprehend it’s like a losing game
That I have no hope of winning with standards that don’t apply when you’re trapped on the other side
Blinded by the fucking truth
Possessed with a wretched curse left me dead in a hearse
So suffocate, just decay and waste away your dying days
Not a chance to eradicate this trauma
Everyone sees the damage you’ve brought on