Waking up in a world giving up on me

Every single fucking day

The voice inside my head

That tells me goodbye

I never thought I'd say it, but there's a finish line

I can't really tell what scares me so much, maybe it's the passing of time or the loss of the clutch. And I feel that this way is leading me in unknown lands, but I'll still carry on and pray

I can't help myself, I watch myself as I fall apart

With empty hands but a beating heart

I never thought I'd ever think of leaving everything behind

Without packing my things and watch it all as it sinks

Before my weary eyes

You'd say I was there to love you

I'd say I was there to prove myself

And I hate my selfishness, and I hate my self-defense

But it's me who surrenders, and you're the one to blame

And you were the offender, but we are all the same

I'll always wait for you to apologize and for me to never forgive you

Goodnight