[Intro]
I'm scared to death without you around
I'm scared your feet won't ever touch back down
[Verse 1]
Come down, come down
Come down
Come down, come down
Visions in my sleep
A fragile face, a grave for two
Now this room is a terrible place
Terrible place, just refuse
This space is a terrible place
Terrible place, without you
[Chorus]
Dear God, I never thought I'd
Lose this much this time (This much this time)
It's a living hell tonight
But only in my mind
My God, I can't justify
These old fears despite
When worlds apart, one lone heart
Still beats in unison with mine
I see your ghost
Every time my eyes close (I feel your bones)
Will you stay if I never wake?
I'd really like to know
[Verse 2]
Separate, isolate me
One person's happiness comes from another's misfortune
I will drown in myself, if it helps you sleep at night
As the memory of you fades into the light
And I, into the dark
[Bridge]
Let me die in only your happiest of dreams
[Chorus]
Dear God, I never thought I'd
Lose this much this time (This much this time)
It's a living hell tonight
For the hundredth fucking time
My God, I can't justify
These old fears despite
When worlds apart, one lone heart
Still beats in unison with mine
I see your ghost
Every time my eyes close (I feel your bones)
Will you stay if I never wake?
I'd really like to know
[Bridge]
You were the tourniquet that kept my heart in time
Can't even bear the weight that's mine
Now I'd just rather not be alive
[Bridge]
Striped fingers crossed
A girl forever lost
Why do I get like this?
I am a self-inflicting, life-crippling, natural disaster
I'll find peace when I'm held only by the rafters
"Pathetic"
Vapid dreams, come calm every frayed nerve
Soothe my broken heart to sleep
Despite the pain I deserve
[Outro]
"I need to learn to deal with people better. But to do that, I need power. If you want to know where the real hell is hiding... it's inside your head."