Disappear - Intellectual

[Chorus]

I disappear so easily

Getting lost never to be found

Like no one here believes in me

Bet they care when im in the ground

I fear those lost connections

My best friends

Are drugs that im taking now

I hear you call then message

Ain't texting

Back cause im breaking down

I don't mean to take so long to respond to it

Life goes on, so long you ain't apart of it

I need isolation to make shit which is the hardest bit

Simple conversations I'm anxious and I can't start that shit

[Verse]

Rathеr be alone in my bed room

I don't chеck my phone

I don't know when I'll text you back

Sad when on my own don't mean to stress you

Why won't you let you go

I just hope you get less attached

Cut off everybody then wonder why no loves me

Is my fucking problem dissolving inside my blood stream?

What's wrong with my body, a number the drugs did on me

This shit isn't healthy, don't help me, it's been a long week

[Pre-Chorus]

Treat me like I don't exist

I take drugs to feel love when I know your pissed

Leave me girl and don't resist

I hate love cause I'm done with the arguments