Separate my anxiety

I’m afraid of losing everything I’ve built up

I cannot count

The times I’ve lied to everyone

I am disaster

Eternally brought to build

I bring calamity

People lie

But I am worse

I am a disease

Brought up from the dirt

Control it all

It's what I hear inside

Don’t defeat purpose

Continue to walk apart

Every time you think of me

Remember I’m worse

Remind yourself

That I’m the worst

I am disgusted

Believing your own words

A parasite

Is how you see mе

I destroy all

Chaotic energy

I can’t bеlieve that I’m here again

I've failed every time I see it

The line is already thin

Please

Just draw yourself away from me

I’m only death

An endless ferocity

I’ll bring you too

Everyone let’s me

I just want to die

I want someone to end me

I beg for death

Something that’s faded me

I beg for end

Something that’s lost to me

Every single time I write

It’s like I’m jotting down a path back to you

I just want to forget the light

I’m lost forever

The only thing that’s left to remember of me

Is all the words I write down when I think of you

The only name I’ll leave behind

Forget it all

It’ll pass with every little thing that ever belonged to me