My senses are going numb

I am eternally blinded

My light isn’t inside my mind

Just lost causes trying to dig into this earth given to us

Finding meaning in literal grains of sand

It isn't really worth it if I'm not going to live forever

Convolutions, twisting my reality, altering the visions I once sought, the path that leads to guilty pleasures of sin is near

As this wretched curse takes over me

I distort reality, blasphemy, leechery, endless hypocrisy

Being blinded by my own deceptions

Losing perception

Rеaching to a light of sorrowful intentions

Breathing life into thе skies of empty gray

Signs of suicide, peek into the schism that is my mind

Deemed a villain, almost everyone can see

But I'm a deity, at least a lost one withering away

The words bounce back and forth and turn into screams that make me feel even more empty

Reminiscing of the fear I felt when I was keeping everything inside

Disgusting peasants

Oppressing the thought of understanding anything worth more than our own feeble lives

We will be a collective of fiendish desires