The air I've been breathing lately has been so thin

Every single time I find myself counting within

Things that feel okay, I'll be fine without it

Lost within the shame

Because I met you, I've been lost inside my head

I don't understand why everyone only wants me dead

Because of these feelings, my thoughts yearn for the end

The empty bed I leave when I'm awake

It's something I regret I can't

Process thе sounds you make

I crawl back to you

You'll always win

The grave shacklеs, my knees buckle

I can taste the guilt

I really am sorry, it's like my brain has turned to nothing

Thinking of how weak I truly am, this body I possess

Will it really be the end

Wanting to be more to it

This beautiful sunset

My mind in a daze

Light it up in flames

Let's enjoy this

Or maybe make this up

I am not here

Shake me till I wake up

Because I am the only truth that must be pursued

Walk with me, by my side

Let me live

"Your smile, it's the only thing that I can say I want for the rest of my life. I'll never truly understand what brought us here, but for now I promise everything is alright. Even though my eyesight gets blurry every night, you speak, my mind wanders. The only thing I know is: I'm nothing without the comfort of you by my side. And now I'm left with this burden to carry on, and I know we'll never meet again, but I'll always be here, waiting."

The only thing I seek, I bury myself in the feeling

Witnesses stay by your side

But no one deserves the truth