Lose Control

By Descape

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Where am I?

Can I be somewhere so easy to find

Cannot hide

Can’t escape from the man that’s in my mind

I am weak

No I’m not

I won’t stop listening

I feel sick

It won’t stop

I might just seeing things

I can’t run

I can’t run

My body’s so heavy

How can I run from myself?

I need to find a place that feels like home

A state of mind that is my own

Tell me

Why is this happening to me?

Maybe

Maybe I deserve to live this way

Maybe I deserve this?

Where do I go

I lose control

I do not own my own head

I didn’t know, I didn’t know

Deep in my soul

I feel a hole

Oh why do I feel so dead?

I need to know, I need to know

Am I weak?

No I’m not

I can’t stop listening

Am I sick?

It won't stop

I think I’m seeing things

Can I run?

Will I run?

Is it really worth it?

I cannot live with myself

I need to find a place that feels like home

A state of mind that is my own

Tell me

Why is this happening to me?

Maybe

Maybe I deserve to live this way

Maybe I deserve this?

So what do you want?

You want a piece of me?

I, I will fight

Until my last breath

No, I will not break

Even if you stand in my face

I’ll change my fate

This life is mine to take

Tell me

Why is this happening to me?

Maybe

Maybe I deserve to live this way

Maybe I deserve this?