selfish.

By DERUSZ

On TENSIONS.

Released on November 4, 2022

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[Instrumental In]


[Verse 1]

I find it difficult to understand, I – vaguely can see your view

We weren't together in any of way, who – I am you barely knew

I'll be the bad guy the one who's the problem, if – that makes it work for you

Fuck all the damage I've dealt with, 'cause you want this, and you're selfish..


[Instrumental/Vocalizing]


[Verse 2]

You make it seem like I've wanted to hurt you, that – I've meant to make you, cry

Felt like a liability this whole time, you – say this shit don't feel, right

Tell everyone about how I've mislead you, 'bout – how many times I'vе, lied

Even when I'vе tried my hardest, but shit happens, 'cause I'm selfish..


[Instrumental/Vocalizing]


[Outro]

Strung along for my amusement, said to me how could I do this

Babe, I don't feel any difference – when we've played both sides, okay

Love pill in my veins ain't working, fuck if I know how to word it

I'm pressing to only be honest – when we're both set in, our ways..