So lovely

And I know I should've told you before

I’m too ugly

I told myself when I walk through the door

I'm still running

From the shame

All the games that I played

I'm insane

And I thought I let you escape

But I’m selfish

And 'Im not able to cope with myself

So I end things

I go first cuz I think that it helps

When I'm blending

Different things, pulling strings

Then I sink, on the brink

Of extinction

_

Not that you care

About the way that we said goodbye

I was so scared

You gave me pain but I couldn't cry

I know that I'm a lot too late

Know that I'm a lot too late

My love caught up, I'm sorry wait

Love caught up, I'm sorry wait

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It’s been a minute since I ended

The situation suspended

I never intended, to end it

The way that I did it

But I never admit it

Cuz all I did was pretended

That everything has a limit

And even though that I know

That I didn’t

Swear that I've never known

To be timid

Only holding my own

Is the only motive, I vivid-ly

See the same three

Reasons we can’t see

The pain we

Carried around with us

It amaze me

Cuz as of lately

I've been thinking that maybe

We hast things

Cuz we couldn't handle the way things

Been aching, for eight weeks

And I think the pain that I took

Was to replace things

That I've been placing

For safe keeps, to engage in

Every single little thing that I’m facing

Quite amazing

How hard I seem to bounce back

From the moment that I hit the pavement

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Not that you care

About the way that we said goodbye

I was so scared

You gave me pain but I couldn't cry

I know that I'm a lot too late

Know that I'm a lot too late

My love caught up, I'm sorry wait

Love caught up, I'm sorry wait