How am I supposed to, know

What you’re going through if you don’t

Tell me anything cuz you won’t

Let nobody in, like you hope

Whatever that it is would just go

But it never works out to close

The lid on everything that arose

Through every bottles that u drink to just doze

Doze off, swear to god I’m so lost

Who’s fault? the both of us needed Zoloft

So hard, to understand how we both thought

That nothing could break us apart, we were so off

We were so caught, in the moment and both lost

Whole hearts, to each other, then we both fought

And we coast off thе momentum 'til it broke off

And left a holе in my heart, that was so far

Away from what we first thought, but we burned our

Wick a little bit too quick from the first part

Did we learn our lesson, or did we turn off

Everything that we felt for each other so far…?

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Trying my best just to find, to find…

My peace of mind

And I know we both got a way

And I know we don’t feel the same

So I find it hard to explain

How I never thought we could break

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Know it seems I’m fine

But I question a lot

Know I drink at times

When I really should not

But what we left behind

Really gave me a knot

That Ive been try’na unravel

Since the day that I got

That one message, that text

You texted

Left me in a state of regret

Then I left this

Fucking reckless, illusion

So invested

And I guess that it isn’t even

A question

If this train wreck

Really did a number on me?

Cuz I couldn’t see

How we possibly

Could agree

If we never did

Then we do it again

Hoping for different results

While knowing the end, could

Never change, seems the days, we

Both behaved, gave a strange-ly

Simple stage, many ways, we

Manage to fuck it up

No wonders Im lately…

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Trying my best just to find, to find…

My peace of mind

And I know we both got a way

And I know we don’t feel the same

So I find it hard to explain

How I never thought we could break