I don' wanna face you, no...

I don' wanna face you

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I don' wanna face you

I just wanna take two

Minutes out of your time

Listen it's been painful

I don' wanna go out

I just wanna make use

Of every little lone time

Wish I had a lake view

A place that I could take you

A place that would amaze you

A place that you could find yourself

And elevate through

The roof that could've shaped you

Knew the pain could break you

Knew if you applied yourself

You could've changed who you are

But it's really been difficult, thought

That we could've been left with thesе parts

For a reason we haven't just caught

But I saw, what thеy saw

Where they fall, where they burn

Where they all, took a wrong turn

Made the wrong call, and we try to learn

But we don' even fall

The same way as they did

I swear to god that I'm in

Such a difficult position

Donno where to begin

I donno where to kick off

Donno where or when

All I know is a loss

Wasn't as scary then

I was a younging, runnin 'round

And never really gave a —

Fuck about it, cuz I doubted

That you ever gave a —

Fuck about me, so I'm prolly

Always meant to lay up

Wide awake, in conversations

I create to make up

All times we could've talked

About it, never came up

Does it matter if the pattern

Is the same as it was?

I donno that it does?

I donno how to just-ify

The things that I'm feeling inside?

I don' wanna hate you

I just wanna pay dues

I've already payed the price

I even came to

Conclusions that I gave you

A lot of room to make new

Beginnings to these painful

Pictures that I paint through

Always opening up

Start to dig through the mudd

Find a diamond in the rough

And start to polishing it up

Sometimes I struggle to find

The motivational drive

I need to collect the gems

That are hidden inside

Unless I decide to

Try to just smile, ohh

No way to rewind

All we got is the now

No need to fly through

Through…

Fly through x4