Exhausted

By Derooted

Released on January 12, 2024

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Feel so exhausted

Can't believe that I lost this, no

Can’t believe that I thought this, whole

Thing could've been a awful, tone

To end things with

Never meant this

To end up in a situation we pretend this

Never happened, almost like it was a figment

Of imagination, cuz I never witnessed

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Anything like this, I just wanna fight this

Feeling that Im feeling inside, because the slightest

Memories of us, bring me to my knees enough

So I don' need another reason to feel tedious

Cuz I believed in us, more than anything previous

But you conceded us, to fall this deep, I needed us

Became addicted to as soon as I saw the grievance of

Another broken home, another broken soul

Someone that I can hold, someone to focus on

Someone to alleviate the weight that I carried on

Already gave it one, too many chances to make it from

A precondition of shaking up the foundation some

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Feel so exhausted

Can’t believe that I lost this, no

Can't believe that I thought this, whole

Thing could've been a awful, tone

To end things with

Never meant this

To end up in a situation we pretend this

Never happened, almost like it was a figment

Of imagination, cuz I never witnessed

_

I dunno what I got to give

I don' even know why'd you leave

I don' understand anything

But I understand that you got to be

Afraid to see, the pain you caused

Taking me, for grated far

Too many times, to count ‘em all

Understand that you got my heart, and so don't

Give promises you won't

Be able to hold and I do know

You prolly never meant to go

As far as you did but who knows

At least I got you just to close

The chapter that made you so

Upset every day, ’til the point of

Loosing all your hope

Remember when you told

Me the things you hold

And I know that you fold

So easily when it’s so

Difficult to let go

Fall into this role, where

You don't let yourself grow, so lately

Ive been thinking a lot ‘bout

Everything that just got out

Fill these pages a lot now

But I feel the same inside out

And I dunno where to hide out

When the feelings got me tied down

And I dunno if this time out

Is enough to make me find out

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Feel so exhausted

Can’t believe that I lost this, no

Can't believe that I thought this, whole

Thing could've been a awful, tone

To end things with

Never meant this

To end up in a situation we pretend this

Never happened, almost like it was a figment

Of imagination, cuz I never witnessed