I've woken up cold

Feeling like the loneliest boy in the world

Waking up freezing

Knowing that you're gone

I'm woken up sick to stomach

Knowing I can never see you again

Waking up so lonely

Knowing that you're gone

I'm having one way conversations with you inside my head

Repeating those words

That fucking kill me to have never said

It's these thoughts that I carry with me

It's that knot in my stomach, it's the pain that surrounds me

I just wish I could say this to you

That after everything that you put us through

I thought that the worst in me was everything that I got from you

(I just missed the chance to tell you)

If I scream loud enough, do you think you could hear me?

And I could tell you one last time how much you meant to me

And how just one little word would help me write a better ending

And I could tell you one last time how much you meant to me

And I could say that I tried my best, and it would help me put you to rest

There is a light and it guides us through

All the heartache that life decides to throw at you

Now I can sing our songs

So much louder than before

They will keep you with me

The soil won't matter any more