Two Trains - Intellectual

My life's coal and embers, flicker and remember

Hardest winter so I wonder as I wander if I’ll find the summer

Before I surrender to the end that always threatens to

Rip between the sheep and the shepherd Who turned us into

Can a candle in the holocaust still burn after the bomb drops

Think I can the will and reason time don't ever stop

Body rock bed of nails last day lost ones

Long shot lone wolf holy ghost first son

Twenty six characters that con-verge from dust

Metal in my bones through the fire cause I don't rust

See like a chameleon through the alley cause I don’t trust

Blood suckers, justice benefactors with their

And buy and sell us Because they can't be us

They wanted our

I close the door cause my skin's still porous

They cannot ignore us and they never tried to warn us that there's

Two trains running on the track

Between my heart and brain why do I pull back

I can't

There's no way to stop collision

It's my fate

Def and hideous

Precision

Stop look and listen

Shit you try and spit yo

I'ma flip it iller tho

Typical cat is sickest

Don’t forget it for a second yo

___ the toughest s be the suffix

Harpoon ya hyperbole that shit don’t stick to me

Listen

Kill the karma and the mental antidote for misery

Rap chivalry will get you nowhere, clapped and not applauded

Drink lunacy from the same cup we all infected

Need to mention that your presence ain't requested

Proceeding and make an exit

Next I cut a text from out my library

Scary stories, tunnel into darkness

Mark your books and fold the pages sorry

I’m not looking for a friend right now

I'm just looking for oblivion, how can I lose my mind and not lose the prison

Of the inhibition

Dirty water and I'm sinking

Two trains running on the track

Between my heart and brain why do I pull back

I can't

There’s no way to stop collision

It's my fate

Def and hideous

Precision

Stop look and listen

My brother's back a hundred rages, made of ashes, of ancient palaces

Streetlights, empty eyes, broken roads, calluses

Shattered glass clear just like the dreams that never mattered

Miss the snakes that slither, the scattered, the blood spatters

I'm the only one alive in the alley of my mind

Don't know why I live but I'm so scared to die

My tears are tall falling from the sky onto a corpse's feet

Sleeping on the corner where my soul and the city meet

Need to learn some new songs the old one's don't stretch

Far enough to patch the whole sewage my soul forget

My name and reason Survive the dirty season

I'm still bleeding from the poem I was reading

In my man's eye, when life was receding

You play the hand you're dealt and yes I caught fate cheating

Math of the after

Pray for revelation

Resuscitation, resuscitation, resuscitation, resuscitation

Breathe