Intro Continued

By Deniable

On Never Deny a Bull

Released on April 25, 2019

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I been feeling sad for a minute

Woke up with depression now I gotta deal with it (godly)

In my music I act like I deal with it

But every time I wake up crying, I can't take it (I do)

I can't fake it, my feelings feel like a curse and every time I try and act happy they're getting worse

I feel like I'm dying, somebody show me a nurse

Expressing my feelings [?] because they hurt

Growing up I took a lot of hits

I took a lot of verbal spits but never physical

Talk a lot of verbal abuse but never critical

So technically its all in my mind but that's typical

So many lines running through mind, now that's lyrical

I'm thinking I should take my own life, now that's cynical

I pick up the bible and stand up, now I'm biblical

I feel like a doctor, my name's Dre and that's clinical

I can't leave, pass me the keys (no)

I'm locked inside my mind, I'm drowning, I cannot breathe

Food for thought around me, feel like Adam and Eve

But my apple is the poison in my mind, I deceive

I got a lot of tricks up my sleeve but if I die doing tricks would you be the one the grieve?

I guess the answers no, so there's the door, now you leave

My issues are heavy so I will heave when you leave

When I mean I deceive my own mind, I let my mind control me almost like it was on auto-pilot (yeah), its like my mind is a plane and I don't know the pilot and when the thoughts be exchanged its like they form a riot and when I'm feeling upbeat its like they form a diet

Its like my minds a defeat and I don't know why

I don't know why


[Bridge]

My mind's full of demons

Full of feelings

Full of everything that makes a demon feeling

Full of dealing with the pain in the mind when I live in vein

Wanna live in the vein

You wanna live in the rain

You wanna live in the rain (ou)

I took a lot of negative thoughts but that's me

I'm dealing with the thoughts in my mind, they apart of me

Don't think i'm blocking you out, now pardon me, I gotta act happy for the prophecy

You honour me and honestly I'm feeling kinda good

It's almost like im glad to be and I dont wanna be the one that's always feeling down

I don't wanna be the one that's feeling down


[Outro]

Godly

Feeliing Godly

In a world of its own

In a world, In a world of its own yeah

In a world, In a world of its own yeah

And I'm feeling kinda godly

And I'm feeling kinda godly