Released on December 15, 2021

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[Verse 1]

I don't even feel the things I used to feel

I will never see the world the same again

My heart is useless now, I had to trade it in

That deal with the devil sealed my fate, I'm dead

I think about you every night when I'm sinking in all these blues

I don't got no choice cuz this life isn't mine to pick and choose

I done trusted you with everything for nothing, I was used

Fuck love, it ain't nothing but a lie and that's the truth

On the edge, I'm not afraid to fall and I'm already lost

Don't you get the picture, look at all the images I've drawn

The sun don't rise where I reside, depression broke the break of dawn

I can't chase you anymore but I can't accept that you're gone


[Verse 2]

I'm tired of this shit but I ain't got the strength to break the cycle

Fighting battles with myself, I'm weak and suicidal

When you said that, It was over, I was in denial

Every year I'm growing colder, least I'm not a liar

Sometimes I wish that we never met cuz I'd be better off

We're polar opposites, we both know that we're cut from different cloth

If you were honest, you'd admit that you were selfish, you were wrong

And I don't know how I could ever recover from what I've lost

What the fuck could ever make you think we ever been the same?

What made you think that all that time we spent together was a game?

Why'd you do this to me? Really tell me, what'd you have to gain?

It was you that ruined everything so just accept the blame