[Verse]

I just came to say my life is hittin’ different these days

The world I live in isn’t real, it’s fake, it’s just a dreamscape

I hide inside my mind whenever I feel like I need space

Time stands still like a picture, when I think “freeze frame"

Making adjustments, yeah I just moved to the city

I see the vision even clearer now, I’m back on my grizzy

I light the swisher just to start my starry night gettin’ dizzy

Then put my pen and pad to work, y’all aready know I get busy

I’ll never slow down, I got too much ridin’ on this

No one understands I give it all to rap, relyin’ on it

I stay on the mic so much, might fuck around and die up on it

Genius with the flows cuz I sold my soul, I’m diabolic

Cold blooded, a machine when it come to this

Makin’ money, I can’t check it off my bucket list

I’m heartbroken, this depression make my stomach twist

Off the pills again, the Perkies make my muscles twitch

Real problems, everybody’s got ‘em

But these ones is unique to me, I promise you don’t want ‘em

My reflection keeps on eating me alive, I’m tryna starve ‘em

Keep my head above the water ‘fore I sink down to the bottom

It’s impossible to settle down with too much paranoia

When you feel like something’s out for you and trying to destroy ya

I get lonely when my memories remind me that I’m no one

My emotions ain’t the only thing that I can’t get a hold of

No one’s on the way to save me, no one loves me, no one hates me

Purgatory, no escaping, only facts, I gotta face it

Life’s a joke, pure entertainment, it’s a movie, pick your favorite

Once it’s on, no way to change it, hope you’re happy being famous

On to the next step, which is my next breath

Taking this shit day by day, I think that’s my best bet

Every night I lay wide awake, I stress, I don’t get rest

Married to the game right away, it became my best friend

I just came to say the words I write come from my heart

An open window to my very being, the wounds before they scarred

It isn’t easy being vulnerable but everything is hard

When you grow used to no one givin’ a fuck about who you are