[Intro]
When you're with somebody else I'm gonna lose it
If you are already then I'm gonna pull it
Chrome to my dome suicide Imma chose it
I'm only alive cuz I like making music
My life is a shit show
Everything's always been sad from beginning to now
People still tell me to lighten up brighten up
How in the fuck could I do that
When the lights are out?
[Chorus]
When you're with somebody else I'm gonna lose it
If you are already then I'm gonna pull it
Chrome to my dome suicide Imma chose it
I'm only alive cuz I likе making music
My life is a shit show
Everything's always been sad from beginning to now
Pеople still tell me to lighten up brighten up
How in the fuck could I do that
When the lights are out?
[Verse 1]
I tried all that therapy bullshit it doesn't work
There's no solution to real life pain it hurts
I'm just a blemish on the face of planet Earth
No one important at time I think I was cursed
I've been imagining you settling down with somebody
That's nothing like me
Someone that's mentally stable
That loves you for you
And gives you everything that you need
Whoever you meet they ain't gon be me
I loved you more than you'll ever believe
If I could rewind I'd get down on one knee
All of this heartbreak turned me to a fiend
I'm at my lowest point I might OD
Crying my eyes out I can't go to sleep
Staring at walls I think it's been a week
I'm wasting my time chasing you I can't breathe
Do you ever stop and just think of me?
Do you even know what you mean to me?
Do you understand that it kills me to realize
That you were able to move on so easily?
We broke up recently
You took a piece of me
I really thought we were on the same frequency
How was I stupid enough to believe
That I deserved you when you never needed me?
[Chorus]
When you're with somebody else I'm gonna lose it
If you are already then I'm gonna pull it
Chrome to my dome suicide Imma chose it
I'm only alive cuz I like making music
My life is a shit show
Everything's always been sad from beginning to now
People still tell me to lighten up brighten up
How in the fuck could I do that
When the lights are out?
[Verse 2]
The lights are out, you're not around
They think that I should be over this shit by now
I don't give a fuck what no one says I feel down
No one cares how I feel they just eat up my sound
When I see you with someone else start up the count
I might stop fighting back I might throw in the towel
These emotions I'm feeling are sadness and doubt
All these voices in my head been getting too loud
Why the hell do I do all this shit to myself?
Slowly killing myself give a fuck bout my health
I'm alone no one's ever here when I need help
I'm just doing my best with the cards I was dealt
I'm still feeling the love that I wish you still felt
This must be what it feels like to burn up in hell
This must be what it feels like to sit in a cell
I'm forever heartbroken but fuck it oh well
Cuz
[Chorus]
When you're with somebody else I'm gonna lose it
If you are already then I'm gonna pull it
Chrome to my dome suicide Imma chose it
I'm only alive cuz I like making music
My life is a shit show
Everything's always been sad from beginning to now
People still tell me to lighten up brighten up
How in the fuck could I do that
When the lights are out?
DempseyRollBoy
In a world of my own...