Scary - Intellectual

[Chorus]

Scars on my wrist make me look like I'm scary

The thought of dying young isn't new, it don't scare me

Nobody can handle all the weight that I carry

Nobody can dig up all the feelings I buried

Hidin', I'm so numb, I'm so dead inside already

This money brought me down, these people never fight fairly

Everyday I wake up, I pray that my mind spares me

Rolling up this weed up in my Lambo

Watch it when I speed up, I might crash, ho

Every night I'm geeked up, spittin' sad flows

Every night I dream of all my shadows

Startin' up a potion, then I blast off

I'm alone, I'm broken, with the mask on

Stuck in my emotions, that I laugh off

I ain't got no hope, bitch, only cashed up

Maybe I'll be free when I burn to ashes

When I rise, I'll sing while the devil dances

When the night sky weeps, it reveals my gashes

I'll still be sad when it's out of fashion

I ain't got no spirit to say, it's M.I.A

I lived my whole life runnin' away, I'm never safe

And I feel like I'm locked up in chains, I'll never pray

And I ain't out here tryin' to change, 'cause I'm afraid

I'm just me, I ain't special

I'm a freak, I'm regretful

On my knees weak, I tremble

I lowkey leave my vessel

Every thought is existential

Every breath I take is stressful