Released on May 19, 2023

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[Chorus]

Living with scars, two attempts on my arms

I learned all about love when I let down my guard

I learned more about me when my world fell apart

I’m not weak but I weep when I look to the stars

Living with scars, I’m living with scars

Damaged, who isn’t? I get it, life’s hard

Unpacking my feelings, the ones that are dark

Cuz I keep the other ones close to my...

Living with scars, two attempts on my arms

I learned all about love when I let down my guard

I learned more about me when my world fell apart

I’m not weak but I weep when I look to the stars

Living with scars, I’m living with scars

Damaged, who isn’t? I get it, lifе’s hard

Unpacking my feelings, the ones that are dark

Cuz I keep thе other ones close to my heart


[Verse 1]

I’ve been awake the last three sixty five

Thinking about life, regrets eat me alive

Fuck it though, it’s been one hell of a ride

I’m making changes but memories don’t die

No social life, I'm all alone at night

Tryna learn to be okay inside my sober mind

Always tired, my anxiety’s on overdrive

Don’t want a normal life, I’m not a normal guy (Huh)

26 and counting, ghosts of the past all around me, I’m surrounded

Everybody tells me I'll be fine, but I doubt it

That know I got trauma but they don't know shit about it

I don’t tell ‘em shit about it

The past is a lesson, it's not a life sentence

But here in the present, I still sense it’s presence

I’m constantly stressing, don’t know where I’m headed

I’m seeking direction, rebuilding my essence

Back against the wall, I still gotta ball

I still have a dream, I still want it all

No one checks on me, no one ever calls

Focusing on me, fixing all my faults

Solitude’s making me stronger but colder

Don’t trust a soul so I look over my shoulder

I’ll be remembered when everything's over

DempseyRollBoy, I’m a popular loner


[Chorus]

Living with scars, two attempts on my arms

I learned all about love when I let down my guard

I learned more about me when my world fell apart

I’m not weak but I weep when I look to the stars

Living with scars, I’m living with scars

Damaged, who isn’t? I get it, life’s hard

Unpacking my feelings, the ones that are dark

Cuz I keep the other ones close to my heart (Yeah)


[Verse 2]

I keep the other ones private, they’re mine

I don’t share those emotions with no one

Yeah, I keep those parts of myself to myself

Cuz I’m scared that they won’t mean as much if I show ‘em, but I’m telling y’all

I’ll never fit in for real, I’m not even kidding

Outgrowing everyone around me cuz my energy’s shifted

I’m not gon’ be home that much longer and I’m not gonna miss it

Cuz I got shit to see and do, yeah I ain’t done enough living

I could’ve never predicted so many changes so quickly

It took a minute to process it all, then everything hit me

That it ain’t nobody with me and it ain’t nobody coming

Instead of letting that kill me, I brush it off like it’s nothing

I’m living with scars, two attempts on my arms

They're a part of my story, they’ll never be gone

Some days I’ll be weak and some days I’ll be strong

But no matter what happens, the show must go on