Released on August 27, 2020

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[Chorus]

You tearing out, tearing out pieces

Of me to replace the broken pieces of you

Tearing out, tearing out pieces

Of me to replace the broken pieces


[Verse 1]

This chapter of my life is finished

From the concrete, grew a rose

Days feel like minutes, without you they just come and go

And even through betrayal, I believed in us, I still had hope

You tore me into pieces, what's left of me? A broken soul

I learned to put myself first, I had to put you in the past

I tried to slit my wrist, but God gave me a second chance

I survived your love, and now there ain't no looking back

But I'm only human, I have to make the image last

I turn pain in the poetry, all the lies that you told to me

Made me finally realize you were finished and over me

Why was I so naive, so easy to manipulate?

So hypnotized by you, I mean I wasn't even thinking straight

You murdered who I was, you got blood on your hands

That won't never wash away, I hope you understand

You left me for the wolves, you took the happiness I had

What happened to those promises, the future we had planned?


[Chorus]

You tearing out, tearing out pieces

Of me to replace the broken pieces


[Verse 2]

Dealing with the aftermath brought me to my lowest point

When I close my eyes, I can see your face and hear your voice

I'm just tryna find a way to heal myself and fill this void

There's no other option, no decisions left, I have no choice

Pressure creates diamonds, I redefined my identity

This music is my outlet where I channel all my energy

My peace and serenity, it's how people will remember me

I'll always be a part of you, I'll be your darkest memory

We were so toxic, our love is chaotic

I turned to narcotics to ease all the pain

I couldn't just stop it, I could've just lost it

But through all the trauma, I finally changed

Fuck all the drama and fuck what I wanted

That feeling is gone, I'm no longer the same

Everything could've been perfect

But now you deserve to be lonely and living in shame

Thank you for leaving me, you never needed me

You would repeatedly tell me to stay

What did I see in you? I regret meeting you

How did I deal with you everyday?

What did I mean to you? Bitch, I would dream of you

Now I'm so glad you went running away

I should've listened when everyone told me

That you weren't the one, it was only a phase

It was over before it started, no happily ever after

Endless conversations and none of 'em even matter

Every kiss was poison, an illusion you were cancer

I was too obsessed, I should've noticed all the patterns

Our fate is intertwined, you're just as lost as me

In Purgatory suffering, we're somewhere in between

You created distance so of course, I'm out of reach

You got what you wanted and that was a common theme

You could be replaced but first, I need some time to fucking breathe

I need space, my damaged brain is full of things I can't delete

I wrote this song about you even though I know it's obsolete

I can't put trust in someone else, that's one mistake I won't repeat


[Chorus]

You tearing out, tearing out pieces

Of me to replace the broken pieces