[Chorus]

Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely

Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly

I'm the furthest thing from ordinary

Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely

Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly

I'm the furthest thing from ordinary

[Verse]

The person lookin’ back at me is the one that I need help against

I tried makin’ friends but in the end, I'm by myself again

I’d rather be invisible instead of overwhelming them

I thought of ending everythin’ instead of fuckin’ tellin’ them

That I'm simply dead already, psychopath, my head ain't steady

Sick of havin’ suicidal thoughts, I got more than plenty

Why can't I be ordinary? Bein’ me is sort of scary

Cuz I gotta deal with burdens that I was born to carry

Stop for a second, look at the time, I can feel it slip away from me

I said on my darkest days that I'm afraid and it's okay to be

But now when I look at myself, why the hell am I afraid of me?

I'm goin’ far away to a distant place, I’ll find a way to leave

I’ll open up my chest and let you see what is inside

You'll see so many paranormal things you can't describe

There's monsters livin’ in me that are eatin’ me alive

I'm turnin’ into someone, I don't even recognize

Who I am (Who I am)

Girl, goddamn (Girl, goddamn)

What the fuck is wrong with me? I’m sorry, I don't understand

They can hate on me, they shady, but my fate is in my hands

They can hate on me but baby, they ain't messin’ up my plans

DRB, my vibe is rainy, high as fuck in a Mercedes

Bitch the flow is like Euphrates, always dress like it’s the 80’s

I'm in touch with our creators, I’ve already met our makers

I'm a sinner, not your savior, Takin’ off, I'll see you later

I’m holdin’ it down for the loners and people that know that they’ll never fit in

And since the beginnin’, I’ve been an anomaly livin’ a life full of sin

Don't be afraid to go searchin’ your soul cuz freedom's discovered within

The truth of the matter is that nothin’ matters, I spit to inspire the kids

There's too many prisons and too many villains

Too many victims and too many flaws

Too much religion and too much division

Too much positions and too many guards

They want me to fail, but I’ma prevail

So fuck all the doubters, I’m beatin’ the odds

The facts are unveiled and what they entail

Is everythin’ we know is just a facade

Down for the count, I’m about to amount

To a clown full of doubt with a frown on the ground

What if I would’ve found that without my sound

I wouldn’t be worth shit, just a bunch of pounds

Of flesh and bones, only heaven knows

Everyday that I wake is a steppin’ stone

Take, take what you can in this Game of Thrones

Take, take what you can, don't bitch and moan

I took my life on a different road

I want love and peace, not cars and clothes

My secrets, they better stay disclosed

I'm strange and I can’t change, that's a no

Got a twisted mind but I’m wicked with the words

And I simplify what I write in a verse

I'll be mystified when I ride in a hearse

Don't sympathize when I die in the dirt

I'm alright but I'm like better listen, I fight fright with a mic from a distance

My whole lifetime, I’ve been a misfit, once it's over, I’m gonna miss it

Agnostic type, not a Christian, We cannot define our existence

I'm narcotic, I’m inefficient, I'm psychotic, I’m insufficient

[Chorus]

Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely

Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly

I'm the furthest thing from ordinary

Listen, I'm alone, fuck, the whole world scares me

Girl I'm holdin’ on by a thread, I’m barely

Gettin’ through the days cuz I'm treated unfairly

I'm the furthest thing from ordinary