[Verse]

Back with the feelings, I pour out my heart

The hiatus is over,I'm better than ever

Decide to take a long break from my mind

Cuz I died inside tryna keep my life together

It's Dempsey forever, I know y'all remember

I never surrendered, I'm level and centered

A lot of my people was really pretenders

I'm done giving chances to second offenders

Doing it my way, I ain't going hollywood

Save all that bullshit for everyone else

When I started this shit, I was only a kid

With a dream, I was lonely and all by myself

I don't care about money, don't care about fame

At the end of the day, it's gon' speak for itself

All my spiritual healing, I'm stopping the bleeding

I've spent enough time at the bottom of hell

I'm a saint and a sinner, I'm both but I'm neither

I'm made up of stardust and paint of the past

Every mistake that I made was apart of a process

I call it becoming a man

Over the years, I done hated myself

But I think I'm beginning to love who I am

Even when I'm all alone in my head

I don't cry anymore but I'll always be sad

I make art, I don't make sense

Yeah, I break hearts, I don't make friends

In the middle of a little bit of change again

It'll be that way 'til the game ends

I'm adapting and working without losing focus

Not stuck in old ways, not remotely the same

They greet the old me that they knew but that's normal

Cuz everyone understands that growing is pain

2018, I done grinded my ass off

I made a career off this rap shit

I spent every second I had in the lab

Breathing life into things I imagine

I dropped everything going on at the time

And I started pursuing my passion

Cuz everything other than rap

Doesn't matter to me, It's all a distraction

One decision any minute, prolly could've been a ghost already

Lately I've been living every single word I wrote already

Suicidal thoughts, I used to think I wanna go already

I know I ain't saying anything that y'all don't know already

Switching my mentality, It happened automatically

When I was on the brink of insanity

I was struggling, panicking, any hopes I'd had vanishes

Traumatized and then damaged and I was sinking in agony, but

I was set free

And it wasn't easy breaking out them chains

I wasted time, I ran in place

Blue rain flowing throughout my veins

Emotions that I can't contain

Cuz nightmares that I can't explain

And I can't even lie, that shit fucked up my brain

'Til this day I wish I wasn't stuck in this maze

But I'll always be only me